Currently in school, will update soon! ((: watch the video i posted up alright guys! take things slow even if it'll take you years. crawl, tiny steps bit by bit will do you good when time passes by. dont rush baby, dont! ;DD

They are the BOMB guys! They are just BOOMZXZXZXZXZ shakalaka babehhhhhh! (haha yupp a new word i made myself with the help of that stupidshitxzxzx low IQ ris low! whatever, her name sounds like mine, FUCK her mann!) HAHAHA. She can go jump off the highest building in Singapore into a sea full of sharks and nobody will even care if she lives or dies after that! :P Ok here im drifting away again from my actual post! Seriously theres something wrong with me! I cant think straight nowadays! Thats why i turned gay! Go check out my facebook profile status! YESSSSSS, im happily attached to Sufi boncet! HAHAHAHA. Such a hotsuff talented rocker/ lead guitarist he is! ROCK ON babeeeeeee! \m/ ;DDD

Well, that video up there is my favourite all time boy band since i was in kindergarten thanks to both my aunts who introduced them to me! (yupp they bought most of their albums for me that is! :D) The Backstreet Boys really rock my colorful socks and boxers! I used to dance to their songs and go all hyper when i see them on tv! Now, i will just keep it to myself but still deep inside im a HUGEEEEEEEEEEE fan of them! WOOOOOOOOOTS! I own all their albums including their latest, "This Is Us!" :D A SHOUTOUT to AJ, Nick, Brian and Howie D, "IM TOTALLY IN LOVEEEEEEEEEE WITH YOU GUYS! COME TO SINGAPORE PLSSSSSSSS!" will be waitingggggg.(((:

Alright thats all for now! Tatatititutu!
Nighty night night baby honey bunnies out there! (referring to ALL my beloved readers actually no one in specific! XD)
:DDDDD

PS:// ive got phobia of needles! D: my face turned pale and i nearly passed out when i had my injection the other day to get my blood type which is B+! I actually aimed for a distinction maybe an A/A+ but B+ isnt that bad righttttttttt? i still pass! :D OK BULLSHITXZXZXZX, im crapping now cause its wayyyyyy past my bedtime! Off to bed i should. Nights lovelies! ;DDD

This post is actually meant for my BELOVED Dad! Its his birthday today! Here im, wanna wish my BABA a Happy Sweet 45th Birthday! All ripe and old with his white curly hair, mustache and gutty! (but his still young, charming and handsome in my mom's eyes that is! ;P) Hahaha yesssss! Thanks to both my parents having curly hair, i too have one of the coolest curliest hair in school! :D CHEYYYYYY! I wanna have an afro hairstyle like the Alleycats! I WISH! Asked mom, "What made you fall in love with baba?" and her reply was, "Cause of his Afro hairstyle that of an old school rocker!" Sweeeeeeet righttttt! ROCK ON BABA! \m/ HAHAHA.

Went to celebrate his birthday yesterday at Changi Airport Termial 3's Secret Recipe for branch. He had Spaghetti Meatballs. Sis only got herself Mushroom Soup cause she already had her bowl of cereals (frootloops to be exact!) in the morning! HAHA. Whereas me and mom ate Lamb Stew Steak something like that if im not wrong! It was damnnn niceeeeeeeeeeeee laaaa, just plain marvelous! That tender meat! YUMMYYYYYYYYYY! *drools*. Alright enough. Now my tummy is rumbling! Im hungrehhhhh! D: Overall, GREAT Saturday spent with my loved ones! (:

On a lighter note, ive got the World's most AWESOMEEEEEEEEST DAD! His the best. His the man. His my KING who never fails to stand by my side whenever im in need of someone. His my very own designer. His my very own barber (for those of you who does not know, my dad usually trims my hair! HAHA :D). His my everything, thank God for giving me a dad like him who understands me very well who wouldnt stop pushing me to aim higher and be better in everything i do! Im beginning to have a closer father and son bond this past few weeks. Dear baba, i hope one day i'll be able to fulfill your wish of your only son becoming a pilot to fly you, mama and adik anywhere around the World, insyaallah.(: WILL MAKE YOU A PROUD MAN ONE FINE DAY, YES I WILL. (((:

(HAHAHAHA, yes. thats my beloved BABA! :D)

I need to believe, believe in myself cause miracles do happen. I just need a bit of Faith and Hope. And let Fate bring me somewhere up there. I wanna be someone later on in my Life, and i have to start now. Not to give up, try my hardest to push myself and will see the great results and achievements in time to come. I hope. (: and it will be IMPOSSIBLE to be a pilot with the rate im going right now, this very moment! I need change, change in my Life for the better. Forget those haters and whatever shitszxzx thats pulling me down and trying to hold me back. I have to stand strong and continue to strive for the best; NEVER TO GIVE UP. (WOW, and all that was meant to motivate me or was it just an update to spice up my blog? i wonder.) :/

PS:// HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED, AIN NAJWA! UVE BEEN A WONDERFUL FRIEND! Its been a pleasure knowing you in my poly life. And i hope our friendship never dies. ((:
;DDDDD

Been really busy lately with the first week of school. Kinda hectic actually, i start my day at 8 and ends at 5 with only an hour break everyday! HOW PATHETIC RIGHTTTTT! D: But i love my Tuesdays! I start at 8 and ends at 3! Not that bad i suppose compared to the rest! (: Here, i wanna update my blog with a video so as you guys wont think that its dead. :/ I will update a proper post of my Life when ive got time yahh guys! Im sooooo sorry! Well, here's the video i wanna share with you all! Just for laughter, to occupy your boredom and ease your pain (if theres any that is? for eg; LOVESHITXZXZXZX? HAH.)



TATATITITUTU dudes, dudettes, butches and transvestites! (inside joke, thanks to boncet!) HAHAHAHAHA. XD

Alright off to bed now!
Gotta wake up at 6 tomorrow! D:
NIGHTY NIGHT NIGHT BELOVED PEOPLE!
:DDDDDD

I really miss you A.N. Why are you soooo depressed this past few days! Dont be alright. Take things slow. Love got its ups and downs. But keep in mind, im here if you need someone to express everything with, someone to talk to and even someone to care for you. (: And i miss you too once my all time most wonderful bestie. You know who you are. (: how i wish we were as close as before. Shared everything together, our ups and downs. Our sadness, happiness and even when we're angry. We joked, we teased non stop. We helped eachother cope well with the problems we faced. Overcoming it together which lead us to being happy most of the time. You were there to guide me through my sorrows like all those shit love relationship stuffs! Well, i guess time will tell. I miss the old you. And i still keep that reply you sent me when i message you your birthday wish! Will make me think about the sweet and sometimes bitter but as a whole awesome memories we had together. Dear bestie, whom i miss lots. (((:

Anyway, im off to Double D's open house now! Gonna meet Sufi Boncet at Jurong East first! Dont wanna be late AGAIN! ;D
Byeeeeeee guys! Enjoy your weekend! (:

Just came back from gym with Heiryl also known as R.Y.L (his ghetto nickname. HAHA.)! He is one of my closest gym buddy who never fails to push me when im about to give up doing the sets other than Hakim, Irfan and Matin whereby we call ourselves G5 (Ghetto 5 XD) which was created by non other than our red ranger, Irfan! HAHA. ;D Well, thanks to Ryl for reminding me to update my blog. I guess i'll try my very best against my means to update it often as not to bore my beloved readers! (as if theres any. :/) Frankly, i really do not know what to blog about. My life? Ohh just that love sucks. Girls blahh blahhh blahhh *vomits* studies not yet started, back to school this Monday! Im soooo not ready for a new semester! God, time flies super duper fast or whaaaaaat! Two months of holiday isnt enough i tell you! Dudes and babes out there whos school starts on Monday, you guys agree with my statement? Say yes on my tagboard and i'll show the results of the so called survey to MOE and they will think about it and MAYBE they will be veryyyy kind to give us longer school vacations! :D AWESOMEEEEEEEE huh?! Alright riz, once again you are blabbering crap! So WHAT! ITS MY BLOG FOOOOOKERSSS! ;P I think i gotta stop my nonsense here, right now! Hush for a moment and let my tagboard do the talking! ;D So guys keep tagging, keep reading (no new posts you guys say? then GO READ THE PREVIOUS ONES laaa! READ ALL OF THEM! and waste your time! HAHAHAHAHA.) But im sure you wont regret reading them! HAHA.

Anyway, theres a few INTERESTING movies showing in the theaters now! Anyone wanna catch a movie with me? Hmmmmmm. :D Ohh yahh, 500 Days Of Summer is a good movie! *THUMBS UP* I rate it 7/10! And keep this in mind, its NOT a romantic movie! Not much to do with love couple and happy ending. But its indeed worth watching! "Hello, my name is Autumn!" HAHAHAHA.

I'll end my post here for now.
Byeeeeeee guys.
Tatatititutu.

PS:// Cant wait for Saturday! Going for the open house at Durga Devi's house, one of my close poly mates also known as Double D! XD MY FIRST TIME CELEBRATING DEEPAVALI on the actual day! :DDDD

I wonder how will it be if Singapore was a country full of ghettos! Would that be awesome? hahaha. I guess so, we wont have to go to school. Just train all day in the park and anywhere available to do some basic workouts even children playgrounds will do! Train what? Train our body that is. If we were born in the ghetto i guess our body wait, i mean MY body XD will be all awwww soooo damn perfect now i bet! Those whom i look up to having nice toned body shapes are the niggas! Yes people NIGGAS! Not being rude or anything but i like calling them NIGGAS instead of Neh-Ge-Roos which sounds like kangaroos! Sounds cooler saying NIGGA, feel me yo holmes? HAHA. ;D Mann, i respect the way they focus in doing their AWESOMESHITXZXZX workouts! Gonna show you guys a video i saw on youtube on how they train, just WOW! Enjoy guys! :D



(they will be my motivation to do better in gym, have to pump pump pump push push push myself harder yo!) :DDDD

Ohh yahh wait! Before i go, i wanna show you guys two pictures of the MOMOK whom kindly updated my blog with a LAMEEEEEEEEEEEE video! Yes its very lame laaaa you MOMOK! HAHAHAHA, but still thanks A LOT yo! Very sweet of you! :D



(Before her haircut)



(After her haircut! Yes this MOMOK is UNIQUE people, she follows the trend of today's hairtsyle! HAHAHAHA.)

PS:// Momok please forgive me for posting up your two unglam pictures! Its just to show people how "HOT" you look like thats all! Please i beg you not to haunt me at night! Nari malam Jumaat pulak tu! SERAMMMMMMMM! HAHA NOT! :PPP

Night night holmes! ;D
Bed, here i comeeeeeeeeee!

Hello guys! I guess im back yahh, i think ive gotten hold of myself and will carry on with my Life. But yet still, i miss her lots. ):

Ok enough. Alright back to my post, see my title up there! Yupp it says MOM. Now then i realize shes my only love in my Life whom i will never let go neither will she. She will be there for me whenever i need someone. She hugs and kisses me every night before going to bed. She will try her very best to console me whenever im down. She wont hurt me in anyway. YES, SHES MY LOVE, SHES MY ALL. Shes not my super super super girl but shes my Super Mom, shes my QUEEN. Well, i wanted to write about how much i love her cause i had a small conversation with her just now and here it goes.

Me: "ma what if i have a girlfriend, i would carry her bag"
Her reply: "NO only mama's bag u will carry love mama?"
Me: "ma what if i hold my girlfriend's hand?"
And her reply was: "NO only my hand u will hold no one's else!"

HAHAHAHAHA. Cuteeeeee or whaaaat my mom!
I LOVE HER LOTS MORE than i love you! haha. :P

Soooo guys and i mean dudes if theres no girl for you to love, you still have your beloved Mom.
Love her ALWAYS. (:

Alright tatatititutu. Thats all for today's post.
Night night! :DDD
Cant wait to go berayeeeeeee with my guy friends later on! $$$$$$$$. XD

Why am i crying for you? I dont think you are worth my tears am i right? I fell for you. All it leads to is only a huge disappointment. Your awwww sooo sweet words. WOW, thanks a lot yahh. You know yourself. I just dont feel that way anymore. Lovey-dovey blah blahh blahh shitxzxzx! I do care for you but what did i get in return? Just nothing nothing nothing! WTF! Im feeling down and tearing right now! Come on riz, put yourself together! She isnt worth it. She is not your super super girl so why bother? I REALLY DO NOT KNOW! Kept asking myself, whos to blame. I guess its me. Im in the wrong. Im sorry. ); OMG, what am i writing?! Its all crap. I dont think she notices it and feels the same way like i do, just fuck care about everything thats happening. All those im going through. Im weak.

So long readers.
I need to get myself back together. Be strong.

Should i forget you, love?
Answer me please.

Ok enough of the wish for my sweet sister. Back to me blogging about my Life. Today marks the third day of raya! YUPP! For those of you who dont know! STOOOOOPIDDDD! hahaha. :P How was raya you guys ask? First day was a BLAST! Second was AWESOMESHSITXZXZXZXZX! HAHA. That sums it all up huh with just a few words! I think that wont be good enough for my post, i'll try to make it longer by giving more details on how those two days went. First day, went to only three houses as usual. Its like a routine for my family since the first day of raya which i celebrated when i was still a cute sweet adorable little baby! ;D or as what my lovely Kakak Maryam like to say, "An angel sent!" hahaha. Yupp first was my grandma's house which was only a few blocks away. That was my grandma on my mom's side whom im soooooo close to. (: Yupp the one which i said her cooking is AWESOMEEEEEEESHITXZXZX! Next up was my grandparents house on my dad's side! It was fine, i got to bond with most of my cousins that im not very close to. We talked about studies, school blah blahh blahhh and crapped a bit here and there! Had fun catching up with them after a long time not meeting eachother! After that, we headed for one of my Wak's (it means old auntie in English i suppose? hahaha.) house for around an hour or so and went back home straight after that. OHHH NO NOOOO! Not home just yet! All of us were very very veryyyy hungry sooooo guess what? We went back to my nyayi's house to have her Rendangs, Ayam Masak Merah and Sambal Goreng AGAIN! WOOOOTS! :D

But when we reached there! We got to know that nyayi had visitors! WOWWW I TELL YOU GUYS! A LOT of them! And soon i got to know some of them there are my cousins! OMG! I didnt know ive got that many cousins till that day! hahaha. COOOOL HUH! And the girls i just could not describe! DAMNNN IVE GOT BEAUTIFUL COUSINS! I SWEAR WE GOT TO MEET UP SOON AND GET TO KNOW EACHOTHER MOREEEEEEEE! :DD as if, they know my blog add! i dont think they even know my name! Same here, i dont know any of theirs as well! :/ I JUST WANNA SHOUTOUT TO THE WHOLE WORLD THAT IVE GOT GREAT AWESOMEEEEEEE CUZZIES OUT THERE! ;DDDD

OK BYEEEEEEE, off to bed now!
Nighty night night peopleeeeee and esp to my super superrrrrr girl! (:

PS://I too got KACHINGGGGGSSSSSS! also known as MONEY/ Green Packets! A total of $176 were collected from only three houses! AMAZING huh! Jealous much people? HAHA. It ranges from $2 all the way to $50! :D Hmmmmm, now how should i spend those bucks? WHAT SAY! LETS DONATE TO THE POOR RIZ? WOOOTS WOOOOOTS! Good idea guys?

AND AND AND pictures taken during rayeeeee will be posted as soon as i get them from my cuzzies! But not many nice ones this year! D:

First of all, i wanna wish my adorable lovely one in a million sister, a Happy Sweet 14th Birthday! :D May all your wishes come true. Be a good daughter to mama and baba, be someone later when you grow up to make me, mama and baba proud. Well, we're already very proud of you that you have made it this far. Follow your dream ok adik. Study hard. Im really thankful to have a sis like you whereby at times show me a good example in how to excel. Abang will always be here to lend you a helping hand and support you all the way despite us cant really get along well sometimes but deep down inside my heart I LOVE YOU awwww soooo much. I'll never fail to doa for you.

Lots of Love, abang. (:

Updates of this post, i mean the second part will be later on yahh!
Tatatititutu for now people! ;D

Thats my all time favourite boy band since i was in kindergaten! The Backstreet Boys! HAHAHA. And i own all their albums! Cooooooool huh? Some people say that boy bands are sooooo gay! But not me, i think they are AWESOMEEEEEEESHITXZXZX YO, for Backstreet Boys that is! ;DDD

Alright such a short post i know cause im off to my grandma's place to help her with the raya cooking. If im not wrong today she will be cooking RENDANG (a must for every raya), AYAM MASAK MERAH (english translation; Chicken Cooked in Red) and SAMBAL GORENGGGGGGGG! POWERRRRRRRRR!

Ok, Bye bye guys! Hopefully i wont make a mess in the kitchen!

Love you all! :DDDD

PS:// Wheres your text replies? And you were the one who ask me to text you whenever, i just dont get it. I just dont understand. I guess i've told you too fast. I wonder. What are you trying to do to me? ):

Can some kind soul get any of those for me please? I dont think they sell it here in Singapore! Im sooooo in love with them all! Any will do prettyyyy pleaseeeeee! ): Cause the olive green Puma watch that i usually wear is already spoilt! :/


PS:// Heyy kentotxzxzx! You know who you are. I had a great time talking to you otp last night. I hope i can meet you soon! And 8 more days to raya peopleeeee! Lastly, may i'll be able to feel which night is Laylatul Qadr (Night of Power) and experience the beauty of it, ameen. ((((:

I cant imagine myself becoming that dude during the first part of the video, all alone at that age. I need a girl to love like the girl in the video. As sweet as her as funny as her and as gorgeous as her. One who is fun to be with. A simple, sweet and funny girl. But sometimes, i just dont feel its important to get a girlfriend at this time of my Life. Well i really do not know. I hate having this kinda feeling! Will leave it hanging, again. :/

Thats just a mini short post for a little update on my blog. And i hope you guys enjoyed the video. (:

Bye bye and tatatititutu!
;DDDD

PS:// A few more days to raya! and i do not know how many days to be exact cause i didnt even count! HAHAHAHA. someone tell me how many days left pls? :D

Its all about corruption, BULLSHIT and politics! This story was based on an incident which happened in the 1920s and still going on now somewhere out there whereby no one notices. How i wish i can help the World be a better place to live in. Which it is impossible for me to do so. I can only hope, thats all i can do. I believe in this three words, "Faith, Hope and Fate!". I call it 'F.H.F' for short! We got to have Faith in every good thing we do which we wanna excel, there is always hope out there in this World we are living in and if that Hope cant be found then you just have to hold on and have faith in ourselves that God will help us one day like what they say everything happens for a reason. (: Ohhh the video i posted below is the trailer of the movie, "Changeling". A must watch movie based on true events. It received nominations in three Academy Award and eight BAFTA Award categories! The movie shows us that a Mom's Love can never be compared with anything or anyone else. GO WATCH IT GUYS! YOU WONT REGRET! :DDDD



Last but not least, Happy Fasting to all the muslims out there! The holy month for us. Get rid of all those sins and repent. (:

And and and i got my baju kurung and kasut raya already from JB! IM WEARING GOLDDDD THIS YEAR FTW! FYI it means for the win people and FYI is for your info! HAHAHAHA. :DDD

Alright tatatititutu guys, nights! (:

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